It_s not all about you

I've asked you to love me... U answered me no....
I asked for a chance... u told me to go...
I wanted your eyes, i wanted your heart,
I cared about you, you just left me behind...
I cried every night, your ignorance hurts,
...No more tears here, i accepted the curse...

I smile at the sun, washing my face,
Thinking at you, now such a disgrace.

I don't need your feelings, i don't need your love,
I lie to myself, like this every day,
I'll start to belive, thats better this way.

You will read this now, maybe not know it's for you...
U already forgot me, but i cant forgive you thru...